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| Special thanx to my friends (on-line & IRL): | Poem Center--Poems written by myself! Enjoy! | ||||||||||||||||
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First I'd like to thank my best friends (IRL): Sophia and Natalie...they both taught me the valuable lesson that in order for others to see the true me, I had to let go of all the anger I was holding inside of me. It took me awhile to learn this but I'd have had a rougher time in life if I hadn't had these two wonderful friends helping me through my anger and pain...without their patience, love, and understanding I don't know where I'd be today! (hoping I didn't spill too much 'bout myself,lol, not that that ever stopped me before!) Sooo..wherever you guys are, thank you! Next I'd like to thank my boyfriend Rip for showing me what true love really is and trusting me enough to let me into his heart. He taught me that I can be loved for who I am and not be judged by anything else, because he himself loves me. Also, I'd like to thank all my on-line friends: Tommy, DragonBrkr, Angie, Mario, Cezia, FOXTAIL, Tony C, Leslie, Bev, Tony N, Diane, Char, Ken and Kristal. ----- Here's a little message for each of my friends: Tommy ("TazCO") is in all honesty one of the closest friends I have had the luck to meet. He's sweet, caring, loving, funny, silly, and always tries to cheer me up when I'm sad (a feat which he always seems to accomplish!). No matter what, he's there for me every time. Heck...he doesn't even mind the sound of my voice when it's all stuffed up by cold, hence making Miss Piggy's voice sound like a beauty Queen! lol. (Now THAT'S bad!) And to add to his appeal....he always makes time fly so very fast! I could talk to him forever if I could! lol. It's no wonder why I chose to call him "best" friend. I truly don't know what I'd do if I ever lost him as my friend. So Tommy, hear dat? You ain't goin no where buster, lol. Now, I come to Ang, Wooa I've known her ever since last year! lol. Seriously, I met her in July of '97. Ever since then she's become a close friend & feels like a 2nd mom to me, not to mention "twin" sister. Right Ang? Bren (cezzy wezzy), she's a wonderful person & more importantly, friend...fun, sweet, smart, beautiful (though I bet she'll beg to differ on that! lol)... she and I always seem to have lots of laughs when we get together, yet we always know when to shut up and just listen to the other when we sense they are upset. So, u see, I have the best of both worlds w/her friendship...I have the joy of simple fun, and the peace of mind to know she's there to be serious when I need her to be. I'd also like to say thanx to all the CG hosties for making Calender Girls the very best chat room on AOL!!!! All the hosts are so wonderful and always make everyone feel welcome....unless ur a snert, lol....these hosties really know how to make you laugh and have FUUUN! (And they throw great parties too, lol) I especially commend them on how fun their Dating Game and Love Connection games are!!! The Dating Game takes place on Friday night at 10 p.m. Eastern time 'til midnight eastern time. The time sure does fly when you're in the game I have to say!!! hehe. (If you wanna be in The Dating Game which is a real fun game, just contact [email protected] and she'll tell you what you need to know!) I'd especially like to thank: HubaWaddle (lol, almost said HubaWaddy! hehe), HubaXiane, HubaKiss, HubaGiggle, HubaJinah, HubaMtnman & HubaTazman. BTW, Once again, Thanx to ALL my friends, because you ALL are who make me keep AOL and make me have such a wonderful and fun time here! LOL. You know if it wasn't for all the wonderful friends I have made, I'd jus do away with AOL cause you all who have AOL know how messed up they are a lot of the times, lol. The boot monster alone could scare anyone away, lol. And then combined with the typo demon caused by not AOL (one thing AOL doesnt cause, lol) but by on-line well that is almost unbearable, lol. So thank you all, you're great and a big part of my life!!! |
"Soul Mates" Since they were babies in their mother's wombs, it was known only by God that they were destined to be together. Every day while they grew up, a part of them was missing deep down in their hearts. A special place where only their soul mate could fill, for that was why they were created. Never could one find True happiness until joined together with their sould mate. Once two soul mates meet, a bond is formed between them which can never be broken. Deep down inside they know this is the person meant for them and only them. This is the person they want to spend the rest of their lives, and more, with. For the first time in their whole life they finally have someone who brings sunshine into their lives. A person who with just one look brings a smile to their face and laughter into their lives. Suddenly there is a new air about them, a strange yet wonderful feeling, of being re-born...into a life of pure bliss. A life where nothing can go wrong with their soul mate by their side, forever. During sad times your soul mate is right there by your side cheering you on. When you feel the urge to cry they hold out their arms while you weep upon their shoulder. When you're upset and angry they sit next to you letting you vent as much and as long as you need. When scared they hold your hand while whispering in your ear "Everything's gonna be ok" until your fears subside. There's never a moment where they wouldn't rush to your aide when you're in trouble. If need be they'd risk their life for you. Your soul mate finds the good in all that you do. They laugh at even your lamest of jokes. When you catch them gazing at you they aren't ashamed to admit that they'd gaze at you for all eternity if they could. Every moment of the day from the time they wake up 'til the time they fall asleep you're on their mind. Your soul mate is your lover, confidant, companion, and most importantly, your best friend. "Your Love Revived Me" At a time when my world was cloudy and gray, I went about my days in a state of despair, Gone were my sparkling eyes. Gone were my sweet tones of laughter. Gone were my bright smiles. All replaced by a more distant girl, one who had nothing to live for-until... One day someone shined light into my world, by giving me a reason to live. He offered me unconditional love. A love so pure and true it breathed life back into my body, reviving the lost girl. That guy who gave me back my life is- YOU! How I'll repay you, I'll never know, but- from this day forward I promise you these: Honesty, trust, faith, loyalty and even... my undying love for only you which'll last for all eternity. I hope that will be enough to show how deeply I will always love you. If it's not... then take my heart and hold it dear, for you're the only guy it will never fear. In all my years to come you'll be the only guy... my heart will open up to. ALL of this I'll gladly give you, as long as you promise me one small thing: Hold me close and never let me go, for should I ever lose your love, I'll return to those days when my world was cloudy and gray. So please, I implore you, don't let it be in vain, that lovely day when your sweet love revived me. "Obstacles, Will They Make Or Break You?" Being in love ain�t so easy as it seems, it�s no piece-a-cake no sunshiny days 24/7 no pain-free times quite the contrary! With each day there�s a new obstacle at your door. It�s up to you two together, to kick it down your steps and slam the door in it�s way. If you don�t you can be sure it will blow your door wide open wrecking its havoc... on your trust, your faith, your love. You are faced with two choices: Fight against the obstacles, equipped with the strength of your love OR crumble, give up, let the obstacle disarm your precious weapon of love. I chose the first letting obstacles strengthen our love, not destroy it. That is what love�s about, having strength, courage, faith, and love. So no, love�s not an easy road, but then again, neither is anything else in life. In the end... love�s sweet rewards are priceless, bringing far more joy than sadness, bringing true meaning into your life. Once it�s experienced, one would never go back because, they realize... love is worth anything. "Lost and Confused" Lost in a fog, Fear tightens its rein on her, She wonders if she'll ever find her way, She remembers, a time long ago, When she knew, Without doubt...without questions, What her heart yearned 2 tell her. Now her confidence is shaken, What she once saw sal clear, Is no longer clear but dull, Instead what she thinks & feels, Are shrouded by a thick fog, A fog of doubts. fears, insecurities & confusion. How does she find her way back? What can she do... To hear & see, What her heart so longs her to find out? So here she stands, Lost and Confused, Hoping one day, She'll find her answers, & stand proudly... With confidence once again. -Jessica Lynn Weidenhof | ||||||||||||||||
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After getting AOL in May of '97 and becoming SlyFox15, which all my friends came to know & love me as...("WOE IZ MEE" to the very first "fam" members though) I was lucky enough to have met many wonderful people & form some very close friendships. One such example is a group of friends I am lucky enough to be part of, which we all call the "Heavenly" Family or "Our On-Line" Family. I like "Heavenly" Fam better though 'cause it gives the illusion that we all are angelic... Lynski (Lynie/"DaBlackone")-I see her as the mother (not to mention, leader) of the group! teehee, hope u don't mind being called that Lynie! lol. She's very wise (though she says it's jus' experience...don't believe her! lol) and gives grrreat advice! =) She's always been there for me, no matter what. Whenever I'd have something on my mind she'd listen to me and try to help as best she could....not even once did she make me feel as if I was imposing, now THAT'S a great friend! Lynie you'll always be special in my heart because of the warmth and friendship you offered so fully to me! And no matter what, in my eyes, you'll always be the true "lady" of the fam & I always will hold you in high regard. You're a true treasure and I hope your hubby realizes that. XenaVix-I think her name suits her wonderfully and I'll bet everyone else will agree! hehe. She's always been real kind to me & very protective!!! (Watch out...she knows how to protect her loved ones... Damnstat (DAMNster)-LOL. This is one of the goofballs of the bunch!!! lol. Hey I jus' look at his name and laugh...that's gotta tell ya SUMPIN!!! hehe. He's a real funny guy...always cracks me up at least...but then again I laugh way too much so that don't really tell u anything! hehe. He can make any atmosphere fun and enjoyable, now THAT truly is a hard thing to do!!! (especially when it's a hostless, snert full room!!! lol) Now this guy's got TALENT!! WOA BABY! lol. Good JOBeroo Damnster! teehee. Sad to say though, he's no longer w/us but I'll always remember him & what he brought to the fam: Laughter & fun.------ Iciam- MCL--Hehe this guy is a true friend...one of the very few who u know just by talking with him that he'd stick by u forever...he always would listen to my problems, sorrows, and fears and afterward would lovingly give me friendly advice, very bluntly to tell the truth, lol. But I always loved his wonderful advice even if it was blunt because I knew he did it to make sure I make myself better and also because he loved me very much as a close friend. I always felt I could trust him with anything, often opening up to him because of his gentle nature. I'm really going to miss him and despite the foolish things I might have said...I do still love him very deeply and he'll always be remembered to me as one of the few guys I truly cared about and could confide in him w/anything. I miss ya michael.. Druid--teehee this is the lovable and sweet wifey of the infamous mcl...i've always taken a liking to her even though I never knew her very personally...I guess it was because I just got this feeling that she was generally a wonderful, loving, and caring woman, sides I'd expect nothing less in micahel's wife! BrnWild-Don't ask me WHY.....but she reminds me an awful lot of fire & the color red! hehe...guess it's just my weird mind workin overtime! She's also got niceness, funniness, and smartness under that belt of hers!!!!! hehehe. Sooo very organized too, sheeesh, how she do it? lol. However, the one thing which really amazes me about her is the fact that she definately knows how to keep her cool under crisis. I honestly don't know how she pulls it off, she's a strong woman & has proved it time and again. Her "tell it as it is" attitude comes across sincere & straight from the heart & I respect her for that. She's no coward either...she always keeps her head held high & doesn't run away, that's somethin I truly love about her. ShadyLady-Shadys grrreat, teehee, she's one of the few fam members who is very organized!!! She always seems to know EXACTLY what's goin on in the fam (Not to mention knows the lowdown on all the members, lol). LOL, she's also the one who organizes all the get-togethers and sends out notices to us all (with help from Lynie too, hehe). And not only is she the organizer of the fam, she still has time to always make me feel welcome by being the first (or at LEAST, the LOUDEST! LoL) to shout my name when I enter the room...hope my ears don't fall off from the loudness though! lol. She's a real trooper and is a dern good debater too!!!! She has all the qualities that GIRL "Heavenly" Members should have!!! teehee. That's quite a feat too, lol. Gooooood job Shady!!! YAY!!! lol.------ Sassymas-Sassy's real funny and very veryy wild...specially at them parties!!! lol, not that I'm complaining, mind u! hehe. I like wild people. lol. And she's also the beautiful, expecting mother-to-be!!!! She don't even look pregnant either.....whoops that may be 'cause she's only 6 weeks into the pregnany huh??? lol. I'm sure hopin that she delivers a girl so that it can take after auntie SLY!!!! j/k, sortta, LOL.------ Mantan-This guy, wow, hehe, he's a great friend! Very sweet and funny...I like his sense of humor too...hehe. (but then...whose humor dont I like? lol) He's a real nice and kind guy though and I have nothing but compliments about him. I swear he is the perfect model for what one of those RARE & WONDERFULLY SWEET guys looks like. (and he's proof that there r good guys left) Tanx Mantan for being in this fam....you surely add a touch of your personality to the room and have captured all of our hearts! You're one of the best guys! woo hoo! hehe. I'm honored to have you in our fam.------ Ntdumblond- Dallion-Haven't spoken to this fellow much, once though. He seems to be a good guy hehe...hopefully I'll see his face more and more in Heaven and then I'll be able to comment more on him! hehe. Didya hear dat buster? I WANT YOU TO GO TO HubHeaven MORE OFTEN, it's not an option either! lol. j/k, lol, I'm too hyper, Alarie blu-Humm...I never had the chance to actually talk to blu but as I say below..I'm sure she's a wonderful person and friend if she in the fam, so I consider her a friend nonetheless! :o) Mntman-I've spoken a couple times to this guy and in my opinion he's A-ok!!! hehe. He seems like a real nice, smart, and fun guy. I'm so glad he found HubHeaven and us! lol. The question is....IS HE HAPPY HE FOUND US?!?!? LOL. Teehee, see, Mnt...we're like a nicer version of the MAFIA....once you've been embarced as a Member of the FAM, you can't ever get out! lol.------ TX TORN-Wooo hooo, there's a tornado in texas!!! lol. He's a neat kinda guy... very helpful and considerate. Not a bad looker either, but shhh I never said that! Sminton-He's a real funny one... Tisan-This guy's another sweetie...hehe, he's so very nice, helpful, and funny. hehe, it's an honor to have him in the fam and I'm glad he is too! hehe.------ Tootscat (Toots)-Ooooh, lol, she's grrreat!!! hehe. She has a wonderful sense of humor, is nice, sweet, and a good friend. Heck, she even knows bout my inside joke with my friends in CG! MFOX (Lynie's hubby... DAMAJ-Now introducing....the newest (since 2-1-98) member of the heavenly Family.....Mr. DAMAJ!!!!!! OsagWmn & Chop Pop (lol they r 2 diff people for u all's info, lol)--OsagW...well me haven't had the chance to talk with her yet hehe but I'll try an change that soon, lol. And Chop well, lol, back when I had the name: WOE IS MEE I talked to him a lot more than I do now and I gotta say hehe he is a very very good debater SHANKEN--This guy is another newbie to the fam but boy ohhh boy I feel we picked a winner in him. Teehee, had meself a long an good chat with this fella and he truly impressed me and made me smile...even got me to blush a few times..now THAT takes talent, lol. I look forward to seeing and hearing from this sweet and wonderful guy a lot more in the near future!!! SHAN, you made quite the good first impression and that goes a long way with me, just ask MC!!! lol. I'm glad you're in the bestest on-line fam there is! Woo hoo. hehe. This bunch of friends is truly wonderful! We are always here for each other through thick and thin...when one is upset, the rest flock together to help make that one person feel happy again. When one falls, the rest help that person up. No matter what is going on in our personal RL lives, we always remain standing together after the storm has passed and THAT, I gotta say, is very ADMIRABLE! =) Not to mention that ALL of them are sweet, caring, funny, and downright loveable! ALL the guys are seriously THE TOP OF THE LINE, BESTEST guys around.....they all personify what a "good" guy is; and remember those kinda guys are rare indeedy! They ALL show us that yes there is hope for the MALE gender after all! lol. And ALL the FEMALES personify what a "perfect lady" really is....they all show men that there are indeed sweet, caring, loving, fun to be with girls out there (we show u guys also....that"perfect ladies" dont have to be goodie two shoes....we can be quite devilish!!! lol)! hehe. I'd also like to tell each one of you all that I know the fam has been pounding with mighty sad times this past month or so...and some of these things have been downright staggering to us all. But hey look at us now..we're all very strong and heck, we are still standing with our heads held high...and that is what matters the most!!! Also, I feel we ALL have learned some valuable lessons in this past month...and when (WHEN, NOT if !!!) we all get through them and are strong enough to put our differences aside and LOVE each other again...I feel we will be all the more stronger and love each other with a vengence! Soon...we'll all be back to the loving happy heavenly family that we once were. =) We just gotta try...if we care enough we can and will make it...I'll try if you all try!! Although I don't know every single one of them personally...I DO know most of them pretty well, I'd like to say.....and because I know most of them, I know that they'd never welcome anyone who's less than the above statements I made. | |||||||||||||||||
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